Tuesday, November 09, 2004

feeling kinda dead today...

dunno what's going on, but i'm feeling kinda dead lately. just wanna crawl into bed with a good book and ignore everything else. i need to cheer up and for once i dun really know how i'm gonna do it.

called about 10 accounting firms yesterday and no one seems to be hiring.. i guess i'll call some more now and hope for the best. sometimes i just hate how i can be so lazy. i should've done all this a long time ago. come to think of it, i should've started looking for work at the beginning of my fourth year. then again, maybe i should've worked harder at school, gotten better marks and perhaps could've gotten into co-op. i hate thinking like that, cuz there's nothing i can do about the past, obviously. but it's just stupid. cuz i so regret not working hard. i need to find a job, then maybe my academic history will matter no more.

this stuff, plus others, are getting me down.

time for: calling firms, i guess.

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