Bad start to week. Surrounded by negative vibes, mostly coming from myself. If it wasn't for my multiple-times-a-day email buddy and Edward, I'd be wallowing in a vat of self-pity. And it's stupid, cuz there's nothing to "self-pity" about. Just blowing crap way out of proportion and kinda driving myself nuts.
I find that when I have to study, my mind will do anything to distract me. Including making me feel sorry for myself. Tears pop out for no good reason. Seriously! What the hell? Stupidest thing in the world! I don't even have anything to be unhappy about!
Stop it, brain, work with me here. I'll make you a deal. Just three more days, then you can rest for a weekend. I'll even let you get some hardcore REM sleep.
time for: sleep. (See, brain? I'll even let you have a little taste.)
*oh good god, am i talking to my brain?!?*
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