I should start again..

Haven't blogged in a long, long time. Haven't had time to gather my thoughts and translate them into coherent sentences.

A breakdown of the essential parts of life (in no particular order) for the past month and a bit:

Work - is alright. It's tolerable. But I'm seriously lacking motivation. In the beginning of the year there was a lot of yelling in the office and that brought my morale down. The yelling has ceased in recent weeks (although I did hear that there was some yelling going on regarding myself when I was in Boston), but it hasn't been long enough to be forgotten. No one in the office is a fan of yelling, nor are there any fans of the swearing and attitude that come with the yelling. It's kinda like a time-bomb, just waiting for the next apeshit episode. I've also noticed that I'm the only one in the office who doesn't have a photo of some sort on her desk. Even apeshit lady has a few. Hmm... that brings me to the topic...

Love - Went over to Boston (yup, it's over to Boston, not down, cuz it's technically just east of T.O, not south) for Valentine's Day. Had an excellent, excellent time. There was a time when I thought I would get sick of someone if I spent all my time with them, but really, that was just an excuse. You don't get sick of being in someone's presence, you get sick of putting on an image in someone's presence. If you can completely be yourself and still enjoy spending time in the same room with others, you won't really get sick of them. What I'm trying to say is that I can't wait 'til we move out together.. Boston, Toronto, somewhere else, doesn't matter to me.

Friends - I remember a time when I used to go out all the time. See movies. Get coffee. Just hang out and have movie nights. Now it seems like people only get together for birthdays or if someone's back in town for a few days. Mags and I met up for lunch today because she was passing by the proximity, give or take a few kilometers, of where I worked. Quick 1 hour get-together was hardly enough, but at least now I don't have try too hard to remember the last time I saw her. Thanx for the posters, lady. We need to fight the fatigue and go have some fun, and don't even tell me that sleep is fun.

Family - what can I say? They are family. Drive me up the wall one minute and crack me up so hard the next. I may roll my eyes at my Dad and Carol a lot because of things they say or do, but they make me laugh so hard... sometimes with them, mostly at them. I'm not being mean, that's just their role in the family. Everyone has a role. My role is the ungrateful little brat who gets annoyed if you wake her/bother her/ask her questions or sometimes even speak to her. Yup, while I'm at home, I'm stuck in teenage-rebel mode. I hate you all, leave me alone!! heehee.

That's about it. I was going to post some pics... but I couldn't find enough.

time for: clean up my room? some things never change.